to live in the 'present', and work for the 'future'...

Saturday, January 24, 2009

why am i always fed up???

6:57:00 PM

Happy Chinese New Year's Eve's Eve To Everyone!!!!!

the past wk was a fun, yet nerve pounding wk for mi. so mani diff emotions going through mi, as if i was on an emotion roller coaster. lol. still, the wk was very very enjoyable for mi =) haha.

19th Jan :Monday
it was a sad dae. feelings of the past came back to haunt mi, onli to make mi feel the more ~~lonely~~. i tried to let go of the past, but it was the "constant" reminders that made mi unable to forget. nv had something affected mi that much, not even my family. some stuffs just cant be explained or solved, hence, the onli way to resolve them was to let go and leave it to time to erase the pain...

20th Jan :Tuesday
i was late for sch 2dae. zzz. anything larx, it was not the first time this year. i was also not in the mood to explain for myself, so i got booked.
a lower sec male councillor said to mi, " u are late already. hurry up! run! or Mr Liu is going to scold u!" i was pissed off by those words. argh!!! i was already not in a gd mood le then that guy was ordering mi around. who he think he is!?!

there was Inno aft sch. rumour was that the sec1 students were coming in that dae, but they didnt. so sad larx! i was quite looking forward to it de. haix.
wat was more unfortunate was that i had a serious stomach ache. i was realli not feeling well, so i left earlier that dae to go home to rest. i wanted to go see a doctor at first, but my mum sae dun nd. fortunately, i felt better aft i popped down some pills.

21th Jan :Wednesday
i was late agn. WTH...
i was damn frustrated kae! and it was the continuation from the previous few daes.
then, something happened. whole bunch of guys from 404, 405 and 406 were punished my Miss Lim. we stood up for the whole reading period and even stayed back aft dismissal.
i was like, "huh?? what are we punished for? i did nth wrong." the guys around mi also didnt noe wat was happening. i stayed back to see wat she got to sae to us.
when everyone had gone back to class, she came to us. then she started scolding us. believe mi, it didnt feel gd.
SO.... I DID SOMETHING CRAZY. i didnt noe wat was i thinking then. there was just a rush in mi. i bet some will think i was stupid. i admit, it was.

we finally decided on the theme for our class notice board, "PIRATE". i think its very unique and the same time very no link. lol. hy and mi went to big bk shop aft sch to buy the stuffs we nd.
we very blur sia. search the shop high and low and spend over an hour there. lol. but i think it was a fun. haha.
we bought coloured papers, Styrofoam boards, paint, brush, pins, drawing block, spray paint and so on. everything sum up to $50 liddat.
we ran back from clementi central just in time before the back gate closes. if not we had to walk all the way to the front gate, which was not a very ideal choice. dots.
when we looked through the stuffs we bought back in sch, i realise that the spray paints were missing!!! i guess the cashier forgot to include them when we were paying cos there were just too mani stuffs le. SORRY HY, MADE U RUN ALL THE WAY BACK TO GET THE SPRAY PAINTS.
a small grp of the class stayed back to help out. got donna, yunna, fanyu, wanchun, gaoya, lishi and the 2 of us. we stayed back in sch until 7plus. didnt complete much, but i noe that everyone realli put in a lot of effort. haha. thx =)

22th Jan :Thursday

i was running late 2dae. i realli didnt wan to be late agn. so i told myself that i can make it if i try. i took a gamble and didnt wait for the bus to come. i ran all the way from central to sch.

and i made it just in time!!! phew~

morning assembly was very tense for mi. probably becos of the incident ytd, i dare not to even look around. lol. nth happened...

the last period was el. and we had compo test. zzz. i screwed things up agn. this time very extreme. damn it!!! wat was i doing?!

2dae was the dateline for the notice board decorating competition. so we had to rush things a bit.

some stayed awhile to help out, but later left for the cny rehearsal. left onli mi, xiujing and fanyu to finish things up. lol.

aft 2daes of hard work, we finally completed the notice board!!! haha. i feel so accomplished. its very nice.

THX LOTS TO EVERYONE WHO HELPED OUT!!!

the fruit of our labour =)

this is drawn and coloured by XiuJing. haha.

the couplets were written by Fanyu. very nice!

23th Jan :Friday

*"lao yu sheng" in class

*guitar session

*Miss Lim

*cny celebration - jie wu and chinese teachers singing

*IMM

i too lazy le. so i just list everything out in pt form. as for the details mahx... i also dun think anyone will be interested in wat i think bahx. so its just nice! haha.

i wrote this on a piece of leave at the IMM skygarden. very random. haha.

discovery center tickets for 2. i wonder who should i go wif?? hmm...