Thursday, March 27, 2008
looking forward>>>, but thinking back<<<
6:00:00 PM
yo! yo! yo! this is going to be a short post. 2moro going to have 2 tests but i dun care. haha. most probably just going to run through the notes last min bahx. i am going to flunk them. yeh!!! anyway, i am looking forward to 2moro. cos external vendor is coming to teach in INNO. so shiok. my fren sae that guy is a korean guy?! so hey, eunice if u are seeing this u might consider joining INNO for the dae. who noes, maybe u 2 might be 同乡. haha. onli joking larx. i wonder wat are we learning this time??? that guy better be very sure abt the things he teaching, dun be like that last year that guy. we were even more familiar than him in the things he taught lorx. lol. that Korean guy should be better larx, based on wat i heard. i look forward to learn something new from him. haha. so everyone, next wk is April le horx. time really flies this year. dun waste time like mi le, spent your time wisely!!! lol. so sad, nxt month no holiday at all >.<
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
craplogy is my game
8:37:00 PM
Yeh. 2dae my mood not that bad. at least nv emo or moodless. in the morning i got called up by blim. a bit suay larx. becos last week i was late, and i nv go serve detention on mon. but there were quite a large no of others who also pon detention like mi larx. u can see from the no. of names being called out. lol. everyone of us was so-called 'interviewed' by her one by one. those infront of mi got scolded quite badly lorx, then i was afraid i will get scolded like them. but fortunately, she was quite nice to mi, she let mi off aft reminding mi to go for detention on next mon. haha. the first period was open space. nth much actually happened, onli choinging my hw. next was 'in-ger-lish'. okay, its very lame. we did some personality analysis thingy. i have totally no clue wats that abt. lol. we were suppose to complete some pictures and each picture tells a part of your life. then we were to exchange wif our partners and conclude on his or her personality. i could infer nth from hazel's drawing lorx, all no link de. dots. but then, butterfly was asked to present his conclusion abt lynn's personality to the whole class. it was so funny lorx. hahahahaha... i noe i am evil, but its really really funny. butterfly infer until so wad larx, as if lynn was very bad liddat. lol. aft the funny part, was the sian sian part. mother tongue was sian, sian and still sian. i find zheng mian to be very childish. though she sae she got a bf for abt 5years le but i think that her concept on love is very simpleminded. dots. zheng mian arh... seriously, i dun think her long distance relationship will work out. haha. maths was very tense for mi. becos i nv do my mis. ex. 2 and blim was going through it. close shave for mi sia. she almost ask mi to present it lorx. phew... haha. pandian was in a gd mood again. i wonder wats up wif him these few weeks. its as if something gd happened to him or his family. his attitude towards us totally changed lorx. from those kind of see le jiu wan scold, to now will joke around wif the students de. lol. but i prefer him to be friendly larx. haha. i think maybe he finally saw the light of life bahx. thats why so happy. lol. aft school was toking crap session wif yr and daniel again. it was enjoyable larx. haha. hope to have more of these sessions in the future. lol. that was more or less wad happen 2dae. it wasnt very special, but it was enjoyable. haha. hope that 2moro would be the same(finger crossed). shall end off wif my phrase of the dae: 时间能让人忘记一切，甚至我们不想忘记的东西。。。
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
haix. haix. live is full of hope(lessness)...
7:37:00 PM
Okay. i shall start this post wif lame joke. whether is it funny or not i dunnoe. just find it very lame. lol. it goes like this... WHY IS MAS SELAMAT 2/3 WOMAN???the ans... BECOS HE IS A 1/3(WAN-TED) MAN. lame rite?!nvm. heres another... WHY DID JOLIN TSAI FELL WHEN SHE WAS SINGING 舞娘???the ans... BECOS SHE "旋转跳跃，我闭着眼..."(she danced wif her eyes closed)i just found them damn lame. well, i am lame too. lame enough to mention them in my post. omg, i nd a wheelchair. who has one? can lend mi? lol.thats all for the lame part. now, abt yesterdae. haix. all i can sae is that i was depressed for whole dae. starting in the morning, i was constantly reminded abt the hws i owe. stressed~ so i actually tried to complete some of them during curriculam time. but sadly, i onli managed to finish 1work out of the whole pile. sad~ so i wanted to sae to some of the teachers that i am very sorri that i didnt do my hws. SO SORRY... i am seriously dreaming lahx. really sorri to have caused so much problems to them. i find myself unable to concentrate on my studies lorx. argh!!! i am starting to get fed up wif myself already. but now that i have somehow awakened, i am going to finish off wadever i owe. this is becos i wan to GET ON WIF MY LIFE>>> i feel so bad when i see others advancing while i am still walking on the same spot. i wan my life back!!! so everybody, pls wish mi luck>.~ lol.another thing that happened yesterdae was the mass games. it was a total disaster for mi. yes, indeed my class won but i am not happy at all. i felt so extra during the whole game larx. lol. onli managed to play for less than 2min. i am a bit irritated by that. there were 2games played in total, each game lasted for 10min. 2 out of 20 is so... sian~ during the games i was sitting down there watching by myself. though there were still lots of ppl around mi but i still felt lonely. DO U NOE WATS WORST THAN BEING ALONE??? ITS FEELING ALONE WHEN U ARE NOT ALONE...the mass games just didnt went that well for mi larx. lol. but things didnt end just liddat. guess wad?! i was accused of injuring another player from 306. WTF. seriously, i didnt do it. I AM NOT A COWARD WHO DUN DARE TO ADMIT WAD I DID. if i really elbowed that person the very least is that i should feel the contact rite?! but i didnt!!! so how am i even suppose to have elbowed that person?! SIAN~ can u believe it?! i onli played for that pathetic 2min and i got myself into this kind of stupid thing. haix. yes, i agree that the players from my class were rough. but arent those from the other class the same?! and ppl, dun u all think its a bit useless to tok abt it aft the match. if the players were really that rough, the referee would have saw it and said something. if not, i dun see wads the big fuss abt. i am very sure that even though the players were rough, they played wif great sportsmanship. sometimes games ought to involve injuries. so relax can?! lol. nevertheless, it wasnt totally that bad for mi yesterdae. i managed to vent all my emotion during the bowling session i had wif daniel. lol. the scores didnt matter larx. as long as i am not that bothered by all those stuffs that happened earlier. aft that we even went to eat. ya, we went to that same old place again, S-U-M-O H-O-U-S-E... chatted a lot, but mainly i tok he listen larx. lol. thanks a lot daniel for being my "shelf". that was wat i needed to organise my thoughts. haha. reached home very late that nite, around 9pm. aft the usual stuffs i slept in my living room on my sofa. i kp thinking all nite. haha. i look forward to that one fine dae that we can thrash things out. i will rmb de...
Monday, March 24, 2008
its wrong to accuse. especially when u are bias and without evidence.
10:17:00 PM
I shall post 2moro. 2dae is just not my dae. to noe why, pls wait till 2moro. and ppl, the world is damn unfair. so u guys just watch out for yourselves...
Sunday, March 23, 2008
feelings, something that we should control.
11:17:00 AM
MOVIE wk for mi!!! hurray!!! let mi count... i watched abt 4 movies this wk. all downloaded from the internet. eh, actually is more of watched over the internet larx. nv really go down-load them into my com. so i am not downloading illegally horx. haha. i am a 奉公守法 de guy kae. lol. i watched 881, 我在政府部门的日子, i am legend and orphanage. ya, some might think i very lag larx. so long ago de movie i still watching, i noe i noe. anyway, the 881 and 我在政府部门的日子 not i wan watch de. its my mum and sis lorx, they wan watch so i just join in lorx. haha.i enjoyed orphanage the most. i think that the ending is damn nice, twist de 很好. its a bit sad but yet very heart warming at the same time. ppl, u all should go watch it. and the simon is damn cute, he got that watery watery eyes. his name is pronounce as 'se-mon', not that simon sae de simon. for your info, he is a little boy who is abt our average pri 4 kid size, wif curly hair and he is a adopted child. but most unfortunately he is infected by HIV. haix. why must the gd always be tortured by this kind of bad things de. dots. u can sae he is the main character in the movie bahx. but he onli appeared in the first half of the movie larx, he went missing in the second half. if u wan to noe why, go watch it. anyway, there is a saying that those who are once near death can see the dead. and simon is one of them, he has 'invisible' frens who plays wif him and tell him little secrets... lol. simon is also the most innocent person in the whole move lorx. the sad thing is that he died, and to make matter worst his mother was responsible for killing him so as to sae. its actually an accident larx. sad~ i suppose a lot of ppl will get very confused at the end of the whole movie bahx. cos some of the things nd to be inferred. but hey, isnt that how horror movie should be?! haha. i wouldnt sae this movie is that kind of very hard to understand de movie larx, as long as u pay attention to the details in the movie can le. so, nxt time go watch horror movie dun kp covering your eyes just becos u are scared kae. lOOk carefully, and u will get the whole story. plus plus, u are suppose to get shocked de, thats why its called HORROR movie. dots. this apply especially to gals, like LEONG WEIQI. no offence. i just giving example. haha. orpahnage is suppose to be a horror movie larx, but i dun think its scary at all. so should be perfect for all ppl wif any gut size to watch. lol. but i think the front part a bit draggy. nevertheless, to mi its still a nice movie. haha. oh ya, i nv mention that the orphanage i watched is not in english. so its extra cool. i think its in Spanish or something, i dunnoe how to differentiate. lol. am i telling u all too much?! later if u all go watch jiu not that fun le. opps. but there are a lot of things i nv sae too, so still worth it to watch larx. haha. enough abt 1 movie le, now abt the others. i think the rest also nth much that i can sae liao. cos so long ago de thing liao, others would have already given their comments. it would look as if i am just copying if i were to comment. dots. but still briefly, i think i am legend is cool but not that cool. cos the ending a bit lag. as for the other 2 movies, i give a so-so for them. maybe becos i dun get them larx. storyline not very special and too much emotions in them le. until very mushy and typical. lol. in conclusion, not all movie will be appreciated by all types of ppl de. haha. i rmb that 881 got quite a high comment by some ppl, yet to mi it seems nth lehx. lol. actually i have 2 other movies that i wan to watch de. got the evligence1.0 you are[not] alone and shutter. 1 is an amine movie which i have been waiting for a long time and the other is another horror movie. haha. i think i am addicted to watching horror movie le. WOoo~ but things are nv that successful for mi de, the anime movie is NC16 lorx. if i really wan to watch must fake my age. dots. then somemore no one to watch wif mi. dots dots. but i still wan to watch it no matter wad. haha. shutter is filmed by the same director as the grudge, the horror movie that i respect the most. so i have high hopes for it. it should be nice bahx. haha. anyone interested in horror movie??? can watch tgt de. lol. if u guys have any gd horror movie to introduce, pls tell mi. i am having a movie fever now. its movie movies and more movies for mi. haha. okay, thats all for todaes post. shall see if got more nice movie to introduce to u all nxt wk, look forward to it. haha.
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
My Life, only a small world of my own...
9:10:00 PM
School had just reopened and i am back to being busy. okay, now let mi recall. the sitting arrangement in my class has changed. as usual, i am still siting at the back and beside mi is hazel. till now i still feel nth abt this change, maybe its becos i have no close frens in the class bahx. so i am neither disappointed nor excited. dots. i went bowling twice this wk, and still counting. mon was wif sinyi, weiqi, daniel and jerald. it was very sian as everyone was doing their own things during the whole thing. so didnt really enjoy that part. but at least i had a gd dinner wif daniel and hokit at sumo house. maybe its becos i communicate better when onli guys bahx. lol. and 2dae, i went wif bingyi. i even taught bingyi how to bowl and the results came out to be quite satisfying. bingyi was able to break his high score and now his new high score is 75, congrats to him. dots. thats basically wat happened in my life for the past few daes larx. its lame and its boring. i look forward to a more meaningful wkend and hopefully i will finish some work. lollol. it has been so sad ofr mi since school reopened. cos no more free time. sian~ i was actually hoping for more free time to sort out my thoughts. they are still in quite a mess. ZZZ. but i am sure that i get them sorted out some time sooner or later de. so i shall wait patiently for that one fine dae to come. lol. my hws are piling, but i just cant be bothered. i dun feel like doing any of them lehx. they waste brain cells and they make mi frustrated. i just feel so lost and lack of interest when it comes to studies. haix haix. i notice the drastic change in mi. i became more anti-social and very moodless. even when i smile, it is onli out of politeness. distances between mi and my frens are widening, but yet i did nth. i am not sure if they even realise. i noe the prob lies in mi, but i dunnoe how to solve it. sometimes i feel like an empty shell. onli on the outside, but theres nth on the inside. there is this hollowness in mi that i not sure wat it really is. does anyone noe how to cure hollowness??? care to share??? lol. well. like someone once told mi 'theres no point thinking so much when u already noe that the conclusion of all the thinking is going to be nth' and i believe its true. therefore, i shall try to do tat. last but not least happy bdae to hazel and zoelyn, 2dae is their bdae. so nice to actually noe tat your fren is actually born on the same dae as u, it feels gd......
Saturday, March 15, 2008
A NEW COMEBACK...
4:51:00 PM
HE-LLO!!! Its a miracle that i am back on the Internet. haha. its actually quite surprising to mi too. let mi see....... how long i have been gone?? abt half a year?! woooo. i wonder wat i have been doing during this period of time. hmm. well, it doesnt really matter larx. just treat it as if i am on quarantine bahx. i was too busy being trap in my own world of fantasy to notice wats been happening around mi. lol. thats mi ^.^ oh ya, i haven thank you for visiting my new blog. THANKS!!! u like it??? i spent the whole of yesterday personalising it. though i didnt change much but i decided to add a little more things in this blog with experience from my old blog. which was a bit dull and dead. haha. feel free to roam around and pls leave comments on the tag board. i will take them into consideration de. haha. u might wan to look at the section of 'others'. i add a thing call 'this month special'. curious u might be abt wat this is. it is actually a place where i put something fun at, which will be renewed every month. provided that i remember that is. haha. this month's special is some sort of a hang man game. but... the thing being hang or rather burn is not a man, its a rat or mouse(i cant differentiate). its name is harold and it......has quite a hard life u can say. haha. the whole thing is a sadist game larx. but well i am a sadist, so i enjoyed it. haha. hope u have fun too=) also also. i got my own playlist!!! thats something i am very proud of. but to most of u its really nth. but i rarely go do this kind of things de. to tell the truth, i have been listening to songs that had not been updated since last year's june. a bit scary rite, listening to the same old songs over and over again. haha. i find the songs in my playlist very meaningful. if u dunnnoe, i enjoy songs that are meaningful regardless of who sang or wrote it. but the songs are only a part of all the songs i find meaningful. so i am not being favouritism here. haha. and and. if i happen to not link u and u wish to be link pls leave your blog's url on the tag board. really appreciate it. haha. i enjoy browsing through other ppls' blogs. why?! becos its really interesting to look at wat others have to share abt their life. and also it helps mi to reflect on wat i have been missing out in mi life. i also wan to have an exciting life!!! haha. hope that it will come true one day bahx*** so if u wish to share your life story wif mi, pls go update your blog regularly. if u dun have one, go create one. its foc... haha. well. i guess thats all i have to say abt my blog. but i will update regularly de. cos i also wan to share my life story wif ohters. haha. tag before u leave. i will get angry if u dun do so de horx!!! haha. SEE YA LATER >.~
