Monday, November 24, 2008
quarantine
11:06:00 AM
i am still not in a gd mood. how?!?!?!
i still find myself the stupidest person on earth. zzz. i just cant get over this fact.
haix. not again sia, i fell down again... this time, i realli dunnoe wat to do le. DAMN IT!!!
i feel like permanently switching off all my sensory nerves, so that i wont be able to feel anything at all. this feeling is a torture, its excruciating. i nd to stop thinking abt it. if not that feeling will come back and haunt mi. i am trying!!!
onli i can help myself now...