Friday, September 5, 2008
its my problem, i just have to solve it myself. somehow...
10:05:00 PM
time is not on my side and i am still nowhere. i am drifting further away from turning back, but the solution is not in sight. wat am i suppose to do??? its my problem, cos it lies in mi. no one cause this, 是我想不通我自己.i just wasted half my life; be it studies, achievements, frens or anything. in addition, i am suffering from something that i dun even noe wat it is. i feel the pain. all i can do is escape, hoping that time will heal. i feel so useless... i wrote alot at first, hoping to thrash out everything in my mind. but i just guess it isnt going to help, plus it may have some side effects. so i deleted majority of this post, onli leaving a very small part of it.我不知道如何形容我现在的心情。。。
