Thursday, June 5, 2008
I realli wonder. How close am i from u?
1:33:00 PM
i am back from my break. for the past 1month i have not been thinking that much. i guess it helped mi to get a hold of myself somehow. now, i can sae i am not that depressed le. haha. it realli feels great to not think sometimes. i am more refreshed nowadays. but i still have quite a long way to go to get back my life, be it studies or frens or family. lol. got to thank many ppl for reminding mi reality of life. through both gd and bad experiences, i learnt many lessons and gained much knowledge. its realli very amazing to noe how fast can human learn. i learnt so many things in such a short time. imagine the amt of things i will noe in 10years time if i kp up this pace. dots. i have also been reading storybks recently. many of those knowledge actually came from there. i had my share of joy and laughter reading them. the bks i read are mainly in chi, i am just not that interested in el bks. maybe my el isnt that gd bahx. zzz. my choice of bks is quite interesting too. it isnt those types whereby most guys will enjoy. u noe, most guys will prefer those action pack or adventure bks. mine is very diff. i think some ppl are just diff from the rest bahx, just like mi. haha. during the last few months i find myself to be quite anti-social. as in i dun take initiative to find others, rather i let others find mi. if u look closely u will notice that my life revolves solely around mi. just by looking at my posts u can see that the pronouns i use is almost entirely 'I'. hmm, thats something i got to change bahx. lol. i hope that i can quit some of my current bad habits too. theres a saying 'habits are very scary'. and its quite true larx. so i am going to change myself. the very first thing i will be changing is the contents of my post. i shall try to post more abt my daily life and less of my thoughts, plus also my intreactions wif other ppl. i will try to kp this blog alive. i realli dun wish to just let things end liddat. so rmb to just leave a tag when u leave. thanks=D
