Tuesday, March 25, 2008
haix. haix. live is full of hope(lessness)...
7:37:00 PM
Okay. i shall start this post wif lame joke. whether is it funny or not i dunnoe. just find it very lame. lol. it goes like this... WHY IS MAS SELAMAT 2/3 WOMAN???the ans... BECOS HE IS A 1/3(WAN-TED) MAN. lame rite?!nvm. heres another... WHY DID JOLIN TSAI FELL WHEN SHE WAS SINGING 舞娘???the ans... BECOS SHE "旋转跳跃，我闭着眼..."(she danced wif her eyes closed)i just found them damn lame. well, i am lame too. lame enough to mention them in my post. omg, i nd a wheelchair. who has one? can lend mi? lol.thats all for the lame part. now, abt yesterdae. haix. all i can sae is that i was depressed for whole dae. starting in the morning, i was constantly reminded abt the hws i owe. stressed~ so i actually tried to complete some of them during curriculam time. but sadly, i onli managed to finish 1work out of the whole pile. sad~ so i wanted to sae to some of the teachers that i am very sorri that i didnt do my hws. SO SORRY... i am seriously dreaming lahx. really sorri to have caused so much problems to them. i find myself unable to concentrate on my studies lorx. argh!!! i am starting to get fed up wif myself already. but now that i have somehow awakened, i am going to finish off wadever i owe. this is becos i wan to GET ON WIF MY LIFE>>> i feel so bad when i see others advancing while i am still walking on the same spot. i wan my life back!!! so everybody, pls wish mi luck>.~ lol.another thing that happened yesterdae was the mass games. it was a total disaster for mi. yes, indeed my class won but i am not happy at all. i felt so extra during the whole game larx. lol. onli managed to play for less than 2min. i am a bit irritated by that. there were 2games played in total, each game lasted for 10min. 2 out of 20 is so... sian~ during the games i was sitting down there watching by myself. though there were still lots of ppl around mi but i still felt lonely. DO U NOE WATS WORST THAN BEING ALONE??? ITS FEELING ALONE WHEN U ARE NOT ALONE...the mass games just didnt went that well for mi larx. lol. but things didnt end just liddat. guess wad?! i was accused of injuring another player from 306. WTF. seriously, i didnt do it. I AM NOT A COWARD WHO DUN DARE TO ADMIT WAD I DID. if i really elbowed that person the very least is that i should feel the contact rite?! but i didnt!!! so how am i even suppose to have elbowed that person?! SIAN~ can u believe it?! i onli played for that pathetic 2min and i got myself into this kind of stupid thing. haix. yes, i agree that the players from my class were rough. but arent those from the other class the same?! and ppl, dun u all think its a bit useless to tok abt it aft the match. if the players were really that rough, the referee would have saw it and said something. if not, i dun see wads the big fuss abt. i am very sure that even though the players were rough, they played wif great sportsmanship. sometimes games ought to involve injuries. so relax can?! lol. nevertheless, it wasnt totally that bad for mi yesterdae. i managed to vent all my emotion during the bowling session i had wif daniel. lol. the scores didnt matter larx. as long as i am not that bothered by all those stuffs that happened earlier. aft that we even went to eat. ya, we went to that same old place again, S-U-M-O H-O-U-S-E... chatted a lot, but mainly i tok he listen larx. lol. thanks a lot daniel for being my "shelf". that was wat i needed to organise my thoughts. haha. reached home very late that nite, around 9pm. aft the usual stuffs i slept in my living room on my sofa. i kp thinking all nite. haha. i look forward to that one fine dae that we can thrash things out. i will rmb de...
