Saturday, April 25, 2009
遗失的美好
2:32:00 AM
我真得很笨。不懂该怎么说我才好。
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
realisation
11:16:00 AM
i have just realised how lame my posts are. zzz...compared to the others, my blog is inferior in so many ways.my posts lack the substance and my command of language is a total disaster, for both Chinese and English. others can write an essay long of words but all i can do is to write one tiny paragraph. damn it!i have got to really put in some effort to brush up my languages, not only for the sake of blogging but also for my own good.for the substance part, i will just have to wait and see what can be done. maybe i should upload more photos onto my blog, like the old times, but the problem is that i dont take that many photos nowadays. probably because i am always not in the right mood to notice anything interesting in my surrounding. anyway, maybe i should also post more comments and talk about things that are 'happening' rather than always writing about my feelings or thoughts which have no relation with anyone out there. that may just arouse more interests.my blog has so much room for major improvements. fortunately, i think that it's still not that bad. at least i have took notice of what my blog is lacking in and i am willing to do something to make my blog better.JIAYOU to me bahx!!! haha.
Monday, March 16, 2009
i tried. maybe the timing wasnt rite. IT'S OKAY! i shall just try again=)
11:52:00 PM
○ο。°相遇不是用來生氣的°。ο○
前日往回家的公車上，一對上班族男女吸引了我的目光， 而他們的一段對話，更讓人難忘。每天搭乘公車上下班，來回通勤時間約莫近二小時，有時人少，可坐在位置上欣賞窗外的風景；人多時，也只能慢慢地擠回家， 但這時，身邊乘客的對話總會不時地傳到耳邊。前日往回家的公車上，轉程靠站時，乘客頓時多了起來。一對上班族男女恰巧在我身邊，吸引了我的目光。 可能因為人多，男的不時地將手臂圍住女的，並輕聲的問「累不累？」「待會想吃些什麼？」只見女的不耐煩地回答「我已經夠煩了，吃什麼都還不先決定，每次都要問我。」男的一臉無辜的低下頭，而後說了令我印象深刻的話。 「讓妳決定是因為希望能夠陪妳吃妳喜歡的東西，然後看到妳滿足的笑容，把今天工作的不愉快暫時忘掉。我的能力不足，妳工作上所受的委屈我沒法幫妳， 我所能做的也只有這樣。」 女的聽了後，滿懷愧疚的說聲對不起。男的這才似乎重燃信心般說：「沒關係，只要你開心就好。」而後親吻了女的頭髮。 下車前再回頭看看這對情侶，男的依舊保護著心愛的人。
這樣的情景，讓我覺得自己今天同樣在工作上有些許不愉快，如果沒有聽到這一段對話，回家後的我，可能也是一副全世界都對不起我的臭臉面對心愛的人，只在乎自己的委屈，卻忽視對方的感受，不自覺地傷害最親密的人。 所以在踏進家門時，我問自己，難道我要像公車上那位女孩一樣忍心將自己的不滿委屈帶給身旁的人嗎？不，我想我現在應該做的是...
別再把工作上的情緒發洩在心愛的人身上， 破壞了最親密的關係，並且主動給自己一個微笑。相遇，不是用來生氣的！說得真好！當自己快抓不住情緒時，想想這句話， 應該會讓煩忙的生活，加些微笑的因子吧！
同樣地，在日常生活中，我們牽掛得太多， 我們太在意得失，所以我們的情緒起伏，我們不快樂。在生氣之際，我們如能多想想︰「我不是為了生氣而工作的。」「我不是為了生氣而教書的。」 「我不是為了生氣而交朋友的。」「我不是為了生氣而作夫妻的。」「我不是為了生氣而生兒育女的。」那麼我們會為我們煩惱的心情闢出另一番安詳
看完之後…當你和朋友..家人爭執時…要記得你們的相遇…不是用來生氣的喔…
但...人非聖賢...誰能不生氣呢…看了這篇文章以後…記得.....下次要生氣時… 就別生太久…免得傷心、傷肝、傷腎又傷腸胃…
2 watches. 2 different feelings. *contrast*
8:38:00 PM
突然，天空好像雨过天晴，是我终于想通了吗？我怎么都没想到呢？我真的好傻啊。哈哈。我还是那一句：“ 对不起。=）”但是，我相信：“我们都会幸福的！”
LOLLOL
7:23:00 PM
something very funny just happened in my house. a group of people(2 females in their twenties and 2 guys in their thirties) came into my house and wanted to change the locks for our living room's window frames. at first, my mum thought that the female was a window inspector or something and allowed her(one person) into our house. the person had a tag on her, somewhat like those of a HDB contractor. the next minute, a few more people came rushing into my house. they showed my mum and i that the windows are unsafe. which is so true as the person managed to unlock the locked windows in the matter of seconds! then, one of the guy took out a type of lock and recommended my mum to change to that lock which was much safer. one lock cost $45! can you believe it?! they claim that they are doing it for the whole block, so the price is already at a discount. i saw some of my neighbours allowing them to change the locks for their windows. they were very persistent and insisted that my mum change the lock. luckily my dad(he works in the construction industry) came back and took over the situation. he asked the person to give him a name-card and that we would contact them if we are really interested in changing the locks. i guess he must have noticed that those people arent really HDB certified contractors. they were fakes. the person kept stressing on the fact that the locks were very cheap and we should take up the offer. my dad was firm and finally manged to got rid of those people. obviously those people were non-certified contractors. they were just going around the blocks to find business. i wondered how many people actually fell into their trap and when ahead with changing the locks. i bet there were a lot. they came in a big group and were very convincing. still, they pointed out something very important(the windows are unsafe), but i think it would be more appropriate to hire a certified contractor to do the job. that way, it will be much "safer". if such incident ever happen to you, dont believe in them no matter what. i think i better ask my mum to get the locks changed soon. haha. "a lesson learnt today"
今后我一定会尽力的！
4:04:00 PM
我今年的生日愿望。。。是想和（你）成为好朋友！哈哈。pardon me, that day was very abrupt. >.<visit my blog more often kae!!!
我的生活是精彩的。所以我要珍惜那每一份精彩。
10:25:00 AM
common test is over!!! woohoo!!!okay, that does not make any sense. common test was weeks ago. lol. still, i feel like announcing that it is over. for the past two weeks, i had not really been myself. i started thinking again. that was not a good sign. i just want to say this, "i have very low EQ".my memory is failing. i cant remember stuffs that happened a few days ago and i even mixed up the dates. zzz...i have a whole bunch of things i want to blog about, but i lack the time and mood to write them down in details. so i think i shall just list them out briefly. the sequence of the events may not be in the correct order of time. those are things that happened since weeks ago. lol.-Sick: i was not feeling well for a week(since thursday during the CT week). headaches, gastric pain, muscle ache, fever and flu.-World war 2 bomb: massive evacuation. it was kind of cool.-Roadrun: nice, but i was not in the best of mood that day. the practice on monday was fun though.-Grandma's birthday celebration: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GRANDMA AND WEIXIN.-Storybook: 谢谢你介绍我那本书=）-Sister's A'level result: 4A and 1C(GP). GOOD JOB SIS!!! ALL THE BEST TO YOU, HOPE THAT YOU CAN GET INTO THE UNIVERSITY COURSE YOU WANT!!!-My birthday: Thanks to all my friends, for your wishes and the presents. -Eunice's birthday: HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUNICE.-Chinese debate: 赞！-Birthday celebration for Feb and Mar babies:i ate quite a bit of cakes that week. -"Teaching as a career": i had a change of impression abt someone.-Common test results: i bottomed my class for physic. the rest of the subjects were no better. zzz.i might actually study for the mid-years.-New seating arrangement: i am still at the back and i am not really satisfied. i dont think i will be satisfied with any arrangement. dont ask me why. -Inno outing: i dont know what i should say...-Family trip to Batam: it was a new experience. i will blog in details the next time round. no more listing. i must get back the 'feel' of blogging!!! haha.
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
6:09:00 AM
"是，我的价值观真的有问题。"
因为，我本身就是一个大问题。
obsession wif the past
5:50:00 AM
不知道为什么，在面对你的时候，我总是无法冷静。为什么我还在思念一个已经离开我的人。。。为什么我还在关心一个已经不再关心我的人。。。我很累。无论我用多少的睡眠来补充，我还是很累。
因为，我真的累了。。。
Sunday, March 8, 2009
想起过去。。。 我的心，痛了。
6:47:00 PM
突然很想吃“巧克力蛋糕”。。。但，又有谁会卖给我吃呢？
